.Tuesday, March 6, 2007 ' 9:51 PM Y
recently i m feelin real tired...very tired...i juz wanna rest bt i knew i cnt...n i dun haf the time to rest...bt hw....lots of prbs comin 2 me...friends...studies...i dun no why...i jux cnt cope wif my maths...realli...very time i listen n i feel headache n frustrations....feelin so lonely n helpless....i m afraid tat i cnt hold on.... i wanna improve...gt the grades i haf always wanted n that is enough...i dun think this is too much...izzit???headaches haf bein wif me 4 days....i needed sumone...sumone who i really think cn help...bt it seems tat i didnt knew tat sumone....i nid a place where it is nice n cozy...i think my family cn b...bt sum times sum issues...jux cnt b discuz among the family...i dun no why???really sick n tired....of the studies...of the relationships...n of the ppl i m mitin everyday...all this r jux feeling...feeling tat needed 2 b told...bt no where cn i find it...realli.....songs cn help...hlp me 2 calm down my feelings...n many others....sumtime i realli wan 2 b by myself juz for a while n nt 4eva...if tat is so...it is scary.....i hope...n hope...hope tat everyone around me...or even me myself cn b happy alwaes...ppl whom i knew n ppl who i dun even noe....all 2 b happy...best will b free frm worries...bt this does seems 2 b impossible...isnt it???~~~~~updating completed~~~~~
